hello friends :)
after a long time keeping you guys on your toes and making you guys wait for 4 loooooooooooooong months, i have decided to move my blogging to
http://dailyjaeyy.tumblr.com/
i have been having some trouble with this particular site unfortunately and hope moving to tumblr will allow me make blogging more fun and simple.
thank you to all for your support at this one and hope i can continue to inspire and entertain you guys with my daily life.
jae.y
after a long time keeping you guys on your toes and making you guys wait for 4 loooooooooooooong months, i have decided to move my blogging to
http://dailyjaeyy.tumblr.com/
i have been having some trouble with this particular site unfortunately and hope moving to tumblr will allow me make blogging more fun and simple.
thank you to all for your support at this one and hope i can continue to inspire and entertain you guys with my daily life.
jae.y
I guess it has been way too long since my last post. For a while I told myself...
"see, you couldn't continue if your life depended on it."
but I guess i have to admit. I missed it. I kind of like pouring out my feelings in the way i like to. (m... do not correct my grammer.)
today i want to dedicate my blog to two special M's in my life. Thank you.
The first M I met my freshmen year of college. M taught me to be grateful of my life and at the same time, taught me to go for my dreams.
The second M taught me and is still teaching me to appreciate my dreams. This past year, I talked to you more than I had in college. Which I didn't even realize till this past year, but still, I'm glad we had done so. You had listened to what I was going through and you had talked about how you were excited to go out with your friends again. Were you able to do so? Everytime I go out, I think about the day that I would be able to see you again. But now I know, that you'll be waiting at all the bumps and long roads to cheer me on as I will never forget you. I promise I will be able to say to you, I did it.
Anyway, which bump will you be at next? Can't wait to see you again.
Thanks M. And thank you for the courage and unity you taught us about.
Class of 2008 forever.
Song(s) of the day dedicated to you:
「B e s t F r i e n d」by Nishino Kana
this is one of the songs I thought you guys would like the video is SOOO freaking cute:
"see, you couldn't continue if your life depended on it."
but I guess i have to admit. I missed it. I kind of like pouring out my feelings in the way i like to. (m... do not correct my grammer.)
today i want to dedicate my blog to two special M's in my life. Thank you.
The first M I met my freshmen year of college. M taught me to be grateful of my life and at the same time, taught me to go for my dreams.
The second M taught me and is still teaching me to appreciate my dreams. This past year, I talked to you more than I had in college. Which I didn't even realize till this past year, but still, I'm glad we had done so. You had listened to what I was going through and you had talked about how you were excited to go out with your friends again. Were you able to do so? Everytime I go out, I think about the day that I would be able to see you again. But now I know, that you'll be waiting at all the bumps and long roads to cheer me on as I will never forget you. I promise I will be able to say to you, I did it.
Anyway, which bump will you be at next? Can't wait to see you again.
Thanks M. And thank you for the courage and unity you taught us about.
Class of 2008 forever.
Song(s) of the day dedicated to you:
「B e s t F r i e n d」by Nishino Kana
this is one of the songs I thought you guys would like the video is SOOO freaking cute:
ok ok. i know. its been kind of a while since I last wrote >. < almost half a month. wait...
that means that much time has passed already...?! so fast.
first of all, i am now officially 24 years old and for some reason even just a year has passed but i feel so much older. is it going to feel like that everyone year in our 20s? a year closer to all those things ive looked forward to in my 20s. how about a i list everything...
medical school
marriage
my own first apartment
independence
the peak of my YWD years
children?!
in any case... thats a lot of things for me to accomplish in my 20s.
and on top of that if i am getting married... that means i have to go to italy for my honeymoon. my lifetime dream.
haha...haha. ha
theres no room to be laughing anymore.
20s is really the base of my life. so much to accomplish in the next <70 days in order to even start up on that to do list.
off to my title. i bet you are starting to wonder what it is all about right?
well, you see this workplace i have been going to for a few months now in la plata, md (made its debut on my first entry... please recall) is my secondary workplace and about 2 hrs from home. and its so much in the country, there are wawa's everywhere....
pause. whats a wawa? its a gasoline station that has super cheap gas and a nice marketplace with deli and everything. go...
in anycase, wherever i see a wawa, i think boonies.
so what makes it even MORE boonies are that i discovered a lot of the liquor stores in this la plata, md have DRIVE THROUGHs. let me repeat... DRIVE THROUGHs. again? jk
and not that it only has a drive through, it has a door too. how much lazier can americans get where they need drive throughs at their liquor stores? and how can they memorize what they want everytime.
this is getting ridiculous. i almost feel sorry for them. seriously. you can just imagine now right?
liquor stores with drive throughs. i think i need to take a picture next time.
and yesterday i did something really nice. i got off work 1.5 hours early (surprise surprise never happens) and decided i wanted a latte. no not an ice latte for those who know my obsession, a caffe latte. its winter, get with it.
i decided to stop by the barnes & noble in rockville that has a "REAL" starbucks on the side that is real big. holding my mmm so good and warm caffe latte in my hand, i walked around and looked at books and looked through magazines. i felt really good for some reason. relaxed. i don't know why but i just felt in my own world for once that I hadn't experienced in a really long time. i hope you guys have a chance to experience that soon.
anyway those are the two interesting things that happened recently.
i would like to dedicate this to m, e, s and a (possibly the only ones that are reading my blog entries... thank you)
mar: sorry i could not make our goal come true. but im glad you had a good time and a wonderful opportunity!
e: thanks for the mushroom.
s: thanks for the bag and scarf.
a: thanks for the card!
and lastly.
thank you t & n for...
that means that much time has passed already...?! so fast.
first of all, i am now officially 24 years old and for some reason even just a year has passed but i feel so much older. is it going to feel like that everyone year in our 20s? a year closer to all those things ive looked forward to in my 20s. how about a i list everything...
medical school
marriage
my own first apartment
independence
the peak of my YWD years
children?!
in any case... thats a lot of things for me to accomplish in my 20s.
and on top of that if i am getting married... that means i have to go to italy for my honeymoon. my lifetime dream.
haha...haha. ha
theres no room to be laughing anymore.
20s is really the base of my life. so much to accomplish in the next <70 days in order to even start up on that to do list.
off to my title. i bet you are starting to wonder what it is all about right?
well, you see this workplace i have been going to for a few months now in la plata, md (made its debut on my first entry... please recall) is my secondary workplace and about 2 hrs from home. and its so much in the country, there are wawa's everywhere....
pause. whats a wawa? its a gasoline station that has super cheap gas and a nice marketplace with deli and everything. go...
in anycase, wherever i see a wawa, i think boonies.
so what makes it even MORE boonies are that i discovered a lot of the liquor stores in this la plata, md have DRIVE THROUGHs. let me repeat... DRIVE THROUGHs. again? jk
and not that it only has a drive through, it has a door too. how much lazier can americans get where they need drive throughs at their liquor stores? and how can they memorize what they want everytime.
this is getting ridiculous. i almost feel sorry for them. seriously. you can just imagine now right?
liquor stores with drive throughs. i think i need to take a picture next time.
and yesterday i did something really nice. i got off work 1.5 hours early (surprise surprise never happens) and decided i wanted a latte. no not an ice latte for those who know my obsession, a caffe latte. its winter, get with it.
i decided to stop by the barnes & noble in rockville that has a "REAL" starbucks on the side that is real big. holding my mmm so good and warm caffe latte in my hand, i walked around and looked at books and looked through magazines. i felt really good for some reason. relaxed. i don't know why but i just felt in my own world for once that I hadn't experienced in a really long time. i hope you guys have a chance to experience that soon.
anyway those are the two interesting things that happened recently.
i would like to dedicate this to m, e, s and a (possibly the only ones that are reading my blog entries... thank you)
mar: sorry i could not make our goal come true. but im glad you had a good time and a wonderful opportunity!
e: thanks for the mushroom.
s: thanks for the bag and scarf.
a: thanks for the card!
and lastly.
thank you t & n for...
song of the day: Leeds - 사랑 애 (愛)
9.28 has a lot of meaning to me. a lot of things happened on 9.28 3 years ago, senior year at SUA. when i look back, although both good and bad happened that day, holds a really dear place in heart to this day. It really changed my life in a lot of ways and I won't ever forget it. And my favorite quote by President Ikeda that comes from this day is (sorry in Japanese...)
On top fo that the other day I had a dream that I was in disneyland. However I decided to go like a few hours before closing and I asked the cashier if they had night time prices. Well, of course they didn't, (its really annoying in japan they have afternoon prices but in the u.s. you have to pay the full even an hour before... its such a good idea too!!)... anyway the most bizarre thing about that dream was that i was alone, and i was dragging my very own vacuum that we own at home. of course, on top of that everyone was looking at me like i was crazy. even i myself thought i was crazy. after they said no, i think i went to the gift shop and was looking at all the candy (yes, still dragging the vacuum) and looking to see which one i wanted...
what does this all mean?
ok fine, i have to clean my room. i get it. but disneyland? ok yes, i really want to go. -___ - what a bizarre way to tell me that.
today, there was a bus accident on the 270 highway close to my house. 15 people were involved and 1 passed away. I was at work at the hospital but for the millionth time I was really struck at how close these incidents were to me. Although no patients from the accident came to my hospital, I'm always amazed at how close the ER is to one individual and how in the simplest ways we can change their life. Even if it is a simple case like, obesity is an issue or stress, what I say and the care I give, could really change a person's life. Everytime I'm in the ER i'm so amazed.
anyway. today was another interesting day. tomorrow is supposed to be severe storms and I have to drive 2 hours to get to work... - _____-;; boooo.
:)
9.28 has a lot of meaning to me. a lot of things happened on 9.28 3 years ago, senior year at SUA. when i look back, although both good and bad happened that day, holds a really dear place in heart to this day. It really changed my life in a lot of ways and I won't ever forget it. And my favorite quote by President Ikeda that comes from this day is (sorry in Japanese...)
「ありがとう」は奇跡の言葉である。
口に出せば、元気がでる。耳に入れば、勇気がわく。
and I am eternally grateful to you.
정말너안태 감사 마음 많아. 고맙고, 사랑해.
口に出せば、元気がでる。耳に入れば、勇気がわく。
and I am eternally grateful to you.
정말너안태 감사 마음 많아. 고맙고, 사랑해.
On top fo that the other day I had a dream that I was in disneyland. However I decided to go like a few hours before closing and I asked the cashier if they had night time prices. Well, of course they didn't, (its really annoying in japan they have afternoon prices but in the u.s. you have to pay the full even an hour before... its such a good idea too!!)... anyway the most bizarre thing about that dream was that i was alone, and i was dragging my very own vacuum that we own at home. of course, on top of that everyone was looking at me like i was crazy. even i myself thought i was crazy. after they said no, i think i went to the gift shop and was looking at all the candy (yes, still dragging the vacuum) and looking to see which one i wanted...
what does this all mean?
ok fine, i have to clean my room. i get it. but disneyland? ok yes, i really want to go. -___ - what a bizarre way to tell me that.
today, there was a bus accident on the 270 highway close to my house. 15 people were involved and 1 passed away. I was at work at the hospital but for the millionth time I was really struck at how close these incidents were to me. Although no patients from the accident came to my hospital, I'm always amazed at how close the ER is to one individual and how in the simplest ways we can change their life. Even if it is a simple case like, obesity is an issue or stress, what I say and the care I give, could really change a person's life. Everytime I'm in the ER i'm so amazed.
anyway. today was another interesting day. tomorrow is supposed to be severe storms and I have to drive 2 hours to get to work... - _____-;; boooo.
:)
ok. so i was forced to do this. and force-d is a very strong word. among that are numerous components. ultimately even though everytime i spoke to eric he mentioned about starting a blog, or continuing the one i never started oh sum years ago, i think deep down inside my heart and mind played devil and angel. The mind sai, yeah right... you can't even keep a diary, and you have other things to do. the angel said, this could be something could in your life and not only bring new rhythm in your life, but also allow me to keep up the graphic "wishes she was a" designer jae in me.
(*n O t e: jae refers to me just in case you have not noticed yet. i know i call my car jae too and people thought my boyfriends name is jae, but unfortunately not only do i not have a boyfriend, i don't know anyone named jae.)
so here i go, and i have been sitting in front of this white oh so beauty that i can't get over macbook of mine (that oops i need to make a payment for... -____-) for a few days now, and first it took me a while to pick the template, and then i tried to add things on, and then i attempted to write the first post. its 6:30am and i am in la plata, MD starbucks waiting for work to start at the hospital next door. (for those who most likely don't know where la plata is, its very southern maryland... about 1.5 hours from my home in northern maryland).
my point it... hi. i guess this is kind of a new start off in my life. and a new adventure. i expect that at least eric will pay attention considering he has been way too excited for this and maybe mar too.
oh yeah and i might write in different languages once in a while... but thats why we use google translate right? muhahaha... im sleepy
so cheers to our lives. and maybe somewhere in my heart where the aorta, vena cava and arteries meet, i wanted to do this.
:)
song of the day: Park Bom - You & I
(*n O t e: jae refers to me just in case you have not noticed yet. i know i call my car jae too and people thought my boyfriends name is jae, but unfortunately not only do i not have a boyfriend, i don't know anyone named jae.)
so here i go, and i have been sitting in front of this white oh so beauty that i can't get over macbook of mine (that oops i need to make a payment for... -____-) for a few days now, and first it took me a while to pick the template, and then i tried to add things on, and then i attempted to write the first post. its 6:30am and i am in la plata, MD starbucks waiting for work to start at the hospital next door. (for those who most likely don't know where la plata is, its very southern maryland... about 1.5 hours from my home in northern maryland).
my point it... hi. i guess this is kind of a new start off in my life. and a new adventure. i expect that at least eric will pay attention considering he has been way too excited for this and maybe mar too.
oh yeah and i might write in different languages once in a while... but thats why we use google translate right? muhahaha... im sleepy
so cheers to our lives. and maybe somewhere in my heart where the aorta, vena cava and arteries meet, i wanted to do this.
:)
song of the day: Park Bom - You & I
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